Thread:Marvelfan94/@comment-25692211-20161222160944/@comment-26687285-20170126215943

Rodangizzardcrusher3 wrote: it's just... dark, I guess. It's probably because of my sensibilities, my maturity, my age, or the way my mind works, but there is something about attractive, innocent looking young people/women in these kinds of scenarios that make them more viceral for me. I don't know what it is, but I think it is caused by a combination of certain kinds of stimuli (visual, emotional, auditory) and atmosphere that just cause my brain to run away with itself. And usually the contents are less than pleasant to experience.

You know how you are often attracted to the things that scare you?. Well, with me, (most likely because of my Autism) that kind of feeling usually manifests itself as obsession and compulsive behavior. Have you ever intentionally tried to scare yourself or subjected yourself to some kind of stimuli that you know will likely have a bad effect on you, in an attempt to (somehow) conquer your fears or achieve some kind of resolution?. That's me.